Uma C. Red

My family used to be all happy and loving but things have changed through series of events. Family secrets have been revealed one after another that our family couldn’t take it anymore. My family has been my fortitude and I can’t live without them but I can’t do anything anymore. A lot of people already got hurt and time will tell when everything will be fine again. We just can’t rush matters as this involves deep emotions. I couldn’t survive my Sundays without crying that’s why finally I got to find ways to kind of forget the problems. I have my scrapbooking hobby and now I play poker. I play a lot of texas holdem poker and Omaha poker. It’s been a good way to relieve my self from thinking sad thoughts. I miss my parents a lot. I miss my sisters even more. I hope one day we all would just forget everything and forgive each other for what happened. But they say that time heals. However, were missing a lot of occasions that we could be together and my parents are getting older. I miss them a lot. They’ve been my life all these years and I couldn’t find any reason to just leave everything behind. We used to be a strong family and I know that one day everything will be fine. For now, poker has been a great help for me. It keeps me really busy. Winning is not bad either. It’s been really good. Lately, I find myself playing a lot and to me that means time has been moving slowly until things get better. I wish time would just fly so I would finally see everything patch up but I don’t think its any soon. If only I could turn back time and if I could have done something so things didn’t turn out this way.